a cop stepped on my neck
i was forced to sit in my own fluids for hours, the cop told me he was taking me to the bathroom but he drove me to the hospital. he made me sit there for hours, my mom was trying to get me out
i was told i was an adult even after he confirmed i was not by calling my father

and then a couple days later i returned to school, just to see you and danzig talking (probably about me, because it was right fucking after everything) AND IT HURTTTTTTT it did
and im stupid for having my feelings hurt so easily
just because you’re kinda friends with some guy
but then that nazi motherfucker steven was talking to you and he threw a rock at my instrument and that was kind of fucked up. i dont know if you encouraged it but i dont know why you let it happen anyways, i didnt even try to contact you after you blocked me? i was not harassing you, why make fun of me and damage my property…. i love you anyways, because i suck.

i still think about the neck pain, lol..
i guess that wasn’t special to you
every time my neck hurts there i think about you and it makes me want to cry