Why? Why do your friends still get mad ? I know you may or may not have a girlfriend or someone . But when I mention someone it affects them , they are so invested . I wonder if you have anything to do with it and their reaction or they tell you . I wonder when I said things like that I wonder if you’re truly not ok and it makes me want to reach out , but I won’t . I wanted things to work out I TRULY wanted you and I read about romance book, I know you know and it was the start of a romance like the one I read in book but like sometimes in book they end just like how me and you ended . We didn’t end because we never even started . Maybe in the future we we’ll meet again and for the better and things would work out , you will always have a special place in my heart and I can’t fill anyone in the space you had and always will have .