I’m not sure if you’ll ever see this, but I’m sure you’ll know who it’s from. Here I’m going to say everything I struggled to tell you in person. You’re probably tired of me saying this, but I really do love you. Recently I’ve just been thinking about that night you told me I saved your life just by being there. I don’t know if I ever told you, but you saved mine as well that same night. That’s just one of the reasons why I fell in love with you. I know during our relationship there were times where I wasn’t there for you, and towards the end you felt that I neglected you. I apologize for making you feel that way. I wish I could go back and do it over. I want you to know that during that time at the end I was trying to make sure I had something secured before I had to move back home, but in doing so I left you wondering if I actually loved you. I want you to know that you were always loved. I just didn’t know how to show it fully being so far away from you. You made me make a promise and I accepted it willingly because that’s how much I care for you. You made me promise that no matter what happens, I would never leave you, and I intend to keep that promise. I may not be the person you come to about everything anymore, but I’ll always be there if you need me. I wish I could have gotten a chance to do things better when I moved back. I wanted to give you the romance that you asked for. It’s crazy that all you wanted was to go on dates. I wanted to give that to you sooner, but I felt that I couldn’t because I didn’t have much money especially being a college student. I know now that it wasn’t about having money, but I just wanted to make sure that the date I took you on was a nice one. It’s true you taught me a lot during our relationship, but the most important thing is that you taught me how to love and I thank you for that. If I could do it all over again knowing what I know now, you’d never have to question my love ever again. There’s a part of me saying that this is a “right person, wrong time” situation, or maybe that’s the hope I still have left. Either way I just want the best for you. Don’t forget I’m always right down the road and a call away if you need me. I love you Astro Twin.