Sweet girl. I love you so much. You’re temperament, your empathy, especially your humor. I had it all and I’m so sorry. I did what I did because I was a bad person and so selfish. I killed that version of me for doing that to you. We were so close. You were right.

I am unpacking my things and of course you are all over. No one ever held me the way you did. I’m back for good now. I’m still here. I am too scared to see you somewhere.