to my darling alexander, why did u hurt me like that. all i did for u, all i went through for u, you hurt me over and over and over again. why could i have never been enough? why was i never the only girl? was my affection not enough to make u change your ways? I will forever hold hatred towards u and what u did to me, but it hurts even worse that i still hold love for u as well. you will never leave my mind, and for that i will think of u until god knows how long. I loved u with all my heart, but u could not do the same.