i’m so sorry i had to stop talking to you, you’re the love of my life, but i know it wasn’t right to prioritize my relationship with you over God. i’m sorry i told you it was my parents but in reality it was me, i felt guilty knowing i couldn’t tell them about us. i love you so much and i don’t know if i’ll ever get to hear your voice or your pretty little giggles, but never doubt for a moment the love i gave you and still have to give. i hope we find our way back to each other if it’s in God’s will and plan for us, but if it’s not, i know someone out with will be blessed to call your theirs.

-m <3