It’s been a year and I’ve grown and changed and not for you but for myself. But Recently ive been reminiscing, I miss you. I just want to talk to you. Just one last talk and Im not expecting anything more from you. I want to apologize. It’s been eating at me how shitty I was and I can’t use the excuse of me being insecure, you didn’t deserve it. Im glad you found someone that made you happy bc thats all I ever wanted for you. Which Im not even sure if yall are together anymore. I can’t be selfish and just add you out of nowhere to apologize even tho I want to so badly. You taught me real love. I’ll forever be greatful. I just regret that I couldn’t let myself be happy at the time. Im sorry.