i dont like you yet i think about you constantly, you
never leave my brain and im getting sick of it, i need some sort of closure. i hate you, you hurt me. you hurt me because you were delusional and made me feel like i couldnt have friends, then as soon as we broke up you went running to your so called “boy best friend”, then for MONTHS after i tried to stay friends with you until you were both asking me for tips on how to get with eachother and i had enough. all i wanted was a friend, i wanted to be with you forever because you were the first friend that made me feel loved and seen, so i decided to persue a relationship because i thought it would make us even closer, let us stay friends for even longer. every day i regret it. i just want my best friend back every single day and it hurts. i love you but its festered so much that all thats left is hate. i hate you abby, i hate you noah, i hope the both of are better people now, i certainly am