Unsent Project

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Rejecting yourself constantly shows that the world has too much of a hold on you.

Simple daily interactions where you get upset can be safe enough to investigate before you build up the confidence to do bigger themes that require more of your identity.

Prefect ocean blue eyes.

I’m glad we’re friends. You’ve helped me so much. Even though we don’t talk much, I miss you, and I’m glad we are friends.

I hope this makes sense

But it does take effort and honesty. After a while it gets easier.

I miss you, we used to be best friend now we just look at each other when walking past and nod, wave, or smile alittle what happened, but I still miss you.

It takes a little time to reverse engineer your beliefs and patterns but it does work. You just have to be ok with airing out your dirty laundry to yourself. Knowing that the heavy stuff isn’t you and has been manufactured by someone else.

“I wanna be your lover
I don’t wanna be your friend.”

You helped me through a lot, even when I wanted to give up.

I’m curious if that resonates with you at all.