Unsent Project

hang on there

You didn’t have to leave

If the person writing to A is C, ive felt empty for three years thinking of every way i could have fixed it and im sorry i never did i should have just come home. You were right about most things and i really really freaking miss you

Don’t say in another life, it just reminds that you never loved me in this one please don’t say that you wish me well don’t say any of the bullshit you say to people that you feel bad for leaving but never cared for. Please I wish you would have lied to me like you always do, that last time I wish you told me that you loved me more than anything and promise to come and get me when you’re better . You try to be so cold and stoic I wish you’d say babe I’m so sorry I have to leave you but I swear I’m coming back promise me you’ll be there I won’t be too long I SWEAR. Even if it were to just be a lie I wish you could have lied to me like that instead of what you left me with. I’m only saying this to the good parts of you, that dont exist without all the poison that is all the rest.

I’m thinking about killing myself.

pewnie nawet tego nie zobaczysz, ale nawet nie wiesz jak mi kurwa zależało.

hi

I’m in love w you frrrr

Your presence calms me