Unsent Project

“Why do you hate waking up?”
Because it takes me away from you again.

i think about you constantly, every minute of every day, at every hour. i think i fell in love with you and im so scared bc i think you don’t feel the same.

I love you. I need to get some sleep I have been crying all day over you

That’s all I could’ve ever dreamed of. I want to take your last name. I want to wear it with pride and spend my last days in your arms. I want to give you everything that I have in me. The love I have for you is so absolutely profound, I feel your love so deeply in my heart and soul that I just cannot imagine a world where we don’t have a wraparound porch. We’re a team, I think we could do great things together. I have this one image of you off of facebook stuck in my head (off ur moms acc duh) and it flashes in my head every time I have doubts. But you see, I need to kiss you. I yearn for it, I’m scared that if I don’t soon you’ll leave me for someone who will. Hopefully on new years eve or tomorrow or the day after that or the one after that or the one after the one after that whenever I just. I just need to make you know that I love you

M

I love you. I want to see the world with you. I want to share my world with you, I want to marry you, I want to have a son. And if the worst happens, the unthinkable happens, I want you to look back at this and smile. Not cry. Because most likely, my thoughts haven’t changed. No matter what I say.

was it real?

-max

Miss you. Sorry for messing up. Can’t wait to see your face after a year soon.

i waited even when you told me not to and look how that worked for me. i wish it was you.

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