Unsent Project

I understand that you no longer felt that way for me, it hurts but understand. looking back now, everything makes sense.

we should be married by now but you dont even know me.. sad 🙁

i’ll love you as long as there is air in my lungs

i will never love anyone how i love you. you have all of me no matter how hard i try to ignore it. i wish i could be yours. i’m sorry for everything

^^^^
Yes

Do you remember what you did to me when we were kids? I don’t blame you anymore, I just wonder.

I worry about wanting you too much.

i wish our friendship could go back to how it was
what did i even do to you?

There isn’t a day I don’t think about you or our time spent together. You will always be my favorite dancer and your softball number will always be my favorite reminder. I never got to tell you, but when you said told me you didn’t like your full last name? Well, I’ve never wanted a name to be my own more in my life. Thank you for everything, from listening to me talk about my books to helping me through my panic attacks, or calling me in the middle of the store. I’m sorry I was an idiot, but I don’t regret any second of time I had with you, I just wish I had done it right the first time because I miss you so much that it hurts. Maybe one day you’ll reach out or talk to me again, maybe I’ll get that second chance and be the person waiting at the end of the aisle for you. Just always remember, “A heart, once stolen, can never be taken back.” – Hatta, Heartless

I love you always – your Jest, (KR)