girl why do u keep playing with me :,( i was beginning to feel like i’ve moved on. Everybody tells me i should hate u but then u come back. I push u away with my words but i know it’s bc i wish i WISH it could be different. now im crashing out again. yes, i see your tiktoks. i do miss you. but i can’t have u break my heart again for the second time. why are you so far. if only we weren’t half a world away, i wish i could just hold u and it would all be ok again.