We aren’t talking right now, but I hope you know just how much I love you. I hope you felt it in every good morning and goodnight text, in every “I miss you” and in all the moments in between visits. I miss our FaceTimes at night and falling asleep on the phone. I miss that first hug after going a month without seeing each other. I even miss the car rides and tears on the way to the airport. I miss every single thing about you. I hope and pray that this is not the end of our story. You showed me what love looks like, and you truly saw me for who I truly am. Even though you hurt me so badly when we ended, I can’t help but think something else is going on in your head. The Sutton I fell in love with and still love NEVER would have done the things you’ve done to me. Maybe that is just my way of dealing with the fact that you no longer care enough for me. I’m not sure, but I know that the love we had was real and it was something I would be incredibly lucky to find again. If you ever see this, please reach out to me. If you ever find yourself regretting your decision, please tell me because I truly can’t imagine a life without you in it. I miss you sweet boy. -Emma