my pretty boy, if only we could’ve talked it out some more, i wasnt done loving you, but you left me because you were hurting me and you were the last thing i had at that moment. it didn’t quite process in my head that i was being hurt honestly it’s just that as long as i seen a message with your name it made me feel better and that’s what i was thinking about at the moment. i haven’t came to the fact that you left me and blocked me because you cared and i love you so much for that, you cared about me so much that you didn’t wanna see me hurt anymore so therefore you did what you did. sometimes i hope you have a thought about me or just miss me maybe even a little bit because i do. a lot. i hope you’re doing well, i hope you’re doing better than me haha, but i hope you know baby i’ll be waiting until you’re ready. i pinky promise you, i’m not going anywhere. i love you forever and i’ll never stop loving you sovi. 🩵