things are different.. i’m not in love with you anymore and i don’t want to reach out or break no contact. i’m in love with someone else and i’ll always be grateful to have someone who loves me willingly without having to beg YOU for it.. but why couldn’t you be the one to love me right. why couldn’t you do anything right with me. I WANTED YOU TO LOVE ME. I think about you a lot. not in the way i need you but in the way i wish you would of loved me like i loved you.. I thought i was gonna marry you.