I am extremely hesitant to respond to anything. Any time I try to leave a message for you, it is followed by the most hateful negative responses. I don’t think they are from you , but I don’t know for sure. The only message I know for certain was you, is the one to the name that someone calls me because they misspelled my name in their phone. A message asking me what my feelings are. I answered but saw no response to it. The messages that I have left here taking accountability, apologizing or expressing what I feel for you have been followed by a number of messages that are hateful. Whether or not you wrote them, I don’t know for sure. What I do know is that someone here is writing messages baiting both of us and I will never be convinced otherwise. My feelings for you, my apologies to you and me taking accountability was supposed to be a private conversation. But I can’t force you to do something you don’t want to do. Regardless of what you believe your feelings, your pain & what happened is what matters to me, it’s the only thing that matters . But I will not fall into another trap. I am not here to be hateful. All I have ever wanted is to understand what you feel and what you’re going through, to make my feelings known and to clear up the misunderstandings and assumptions & there have been many. If you would like to leave a message under that name I will respond. But to be honest, I don’t trust this site..