Your initials btw.

I wish I could say I’ve moved on but every single time I do I just come back with these intense feelings for you now ik I have my flaws and ik I won’t say that you’ll ever come back but genuinely I still feel our connection I still feel you I still remeber every good part about us and even though we weren’t all good we also weren’t all bad I remember the day you and me on that bus were i knew we had a deep connection for you to be that way with me to express yourself like that, and honestly that’s when I knew what I was dealing with ik I should protect you no matter what and ik I did bad stuff ik that ik there’s things I said and did you didn’t like and I was told that many times by many people I understand I promise but I love you mi amor, I still remember our last days and remember going out with you

I really wish I went out with you one last time but I felt something off and I just I wanted us to be okay before we went out so we weren’t the way we were at target mad at eachother.

Nikki at a point and time ik I lost you and even though I tried everything to get you back I knew I was finished and couldn’t bring back what wasn’t there, you showed me genuine love during our time together and it wasn’t a little time to me but it felt so short at the same time, the moment we broke up and parted ways it had felt like I was just holding you for the first time again.

Now I think this’ll be my last writing out to you I hope you see this and know in your heart my feeling will never leave for you and that was a promise I made you even if you hated me saying that and know whenever I leave I’ll still never forget you tell c and j I said hi love you nena- J