Its 3pm. The sun is out and i still haven’t slept. I miss you. I wish you never left that night. But maybe it was my fault because i asked if you lost feelings. You fell first, i fell harder, you lost feelings but i cant fucking move on. Ill never stop thinking about you if i even tried. I miss you Nick. Your soft kisses. Your warm hugs. Your sweet scent. Your cute smile. Everything about you. I miss it all. We could’ve been perfect. Maybe in another life we can be Rakan and Xayah like you said? And maybe in the next one we can work ourselves out. I wanted to marry you. I love you, Nick.