I hope your doing well wherever you are, I know your probably doing good at a nice university, I miss you but I don’t think I’ll ever contact you again or at least at the moment, the timing isn’t right anymore and hasn’t felt like it, I feel like I liked you way too early and you liked me way too late or maybe you did like me as well when I liked you but just never realized or didn’t say, regardless of that I miss us walking around or you waiting for me after class ended so we can walk to lunch together, just how we were making stupid jokes or you helping me understand lakeys class. I wasn’t too honest with my feelings either which is my fault, I never told you or try to move past planning a “date” because I was so scared of my own problems consuming me so much to the point they would start to consume you aswell. I hope you find someone who treats you well you deserve it.