Still sober today. Since PG. It’s the only thing I have that shows I truly loved you, since everything else is gone forever. I miss you every single day. While hating you for keeping me around for so long, allowing that love to develop when it was doomed. It’s complicated you know. I take responsibility for the majority of the blame but not 100%. It wasn’t just my fault. You didn’t love me properly. You never once did.