I really miss you. I’m sorry I ghosted a lot on my side I had to. I wish I had the money to just run away and fly to your state and find you and pray you forgave me. I wish I were free. You really are the sweetest person. Sometimes I unblock you cause I hope you reached out even though I know you won’t then get scared and block you again. I’m sorry when I upset you from even I used to look at your TikTok. I really miss you even though it was a while ago and we weren’t even together for that long you showed me what a good guy is . I’m sorry for hurting you. I miss you so bad