sometimes I fall back and miss the comfort of your closeness and what felt like security. I trusted you so much and still held respect for you when I shouldn’t have. I just loved you in such a deep way and it was not nearly over for me when you cut it off. You were so young and so was I and I could’ve easily forgiven you and laughed this all off until you did what you did a few months ago. In a perfect world we get to be together and all these deep cuts that never healed don’t continue to get deeper.