hi. I know u won’t see this, I have tried to let u go many times but yet I keep coming back to this. The first stage. I know u think I played u or I never loved u but I did. Sometimes I wish we find each other in a few years. and maybe you’ll be better but I doubt it. my very first love. I had always wanted love. I remember at the start of the year. My new years resolution was to finally fall in love. I guess I could say it came true but now I sort of regret it. I hate how bad,y u disrespected me right it. How u never took accountability for ur actions. Only thing you’d say is sorry. While I wrong paragraphs. U were so immature and me? I could write a book on emotions and feelings. Of course we weren’t going to last. I was emotionally mature. U weren’t even mentally mature. Even now I could write a whole essay on everything u did and just u in general. If u do come back to my school. I hope u leave me alone and don’t fucking ruining my life all over again. It’s like every day I was crashing out because of the shit u did. U never changed then at the end decided to manipulate me by saying I needed to change when u never told me I had to. But I know in my heart it was never me who needed to change and it was really u. I know u don’t really hate me. And if I wanted to I would come back to u. I do but I’m afraid you’ll just do me wrong again. Maybe it was right person wrong time. Or wrong person wrong time. I wanted the rom-com love u wanted lust and dumb love. fuck u and fuck ur fuck ass, bitch ass. Dirty ass, big ass balooga, funky smelling ass friends. Hope they burn disrespectfully, for trying to get they’re ’git back’ for u because of whatever lies u told them decided to try an ruin my life which never worked because ur still fucking miserable without me. Also I was the biggest #ihatemybf gif user ever. I had so many #ihatemybf gifs on TikTok saved in my collections so I was glad to be able to repost them. And tell ur ugly giraffe looking ass sister to stop looking at my profile. And the way she was acting she made it seem like she really wanted u. Her own brother. And fuck ur mom and ur fuck ass grandma hope she dies.