Im sorry for everything. Im sorry I used you to boost my ego, build my own confidence, for your love, and most importantly I’m sorry for ghosting you for the secound time. If I had a Time Machine I’d go back and never choose this life again. I’d be with you where ever you are doing whatever you’re doing. Or at your apartment making dinner for when you came home. I was young dumb and naive thought that everything I did didn’t have consequences. I found that out the hard way that your actions have consequences. Your words have meaning. And how you act matters. I miss you more than I will ever admit to you. I love you endlessly. I truly hope that if we are supposed to be we will be. Your my soul tie I can’t let go of. My sercet desire. I’m sorry to you -the one that got away