I hope you’re looking, and I hope you find this, and I hope you ache with every breath. I hope regret burrows into your soul and eats you alive. I hope you never find what you’re looking for. I hope you settle for mediocrity, and I hope you seethe at being forced to. What a joy to think of the future that you wrote for yourself, and how you chose every step that led you to the bleakness of your life.