It’s been 3 years. No contact for about 2 but I still have dreams about you? I don’t understand it. I try so hard to forget about us and move on but no matter what I do you’re still there. It’s like a ghost with unfinished business. I hope you’re doing well with everything. I hope being a firefighter is fulfilling you. I know how much you wanted to help people. This is stupid and desperate. If you ever see this I’m sorry for everything. I know it doesn’t mean much.