How’d you know I’d check? Ilysm Gordon Ramsey, I want things to get better. I want to be friends. Ik I can’t control who you’re friends with and I know they’ve hurt me, so much…I don’t know how to make it work. You’re always with her. I just want things to go back to how they were…before her. That’s selfish, I’m stupid. I’m a bitch, an asshole. But I want you to be my best friend. I hate her, nothing will change that. But I love you, and nothing will change that either. I want this to work. I was all of this to work. I love you Gordy. I need my bff back.