Idk if I even spelled your name right. Ik you’ll never see this at least I hope. We go to the same school. We have homeroom, lunch, and 5th hour together. Your friend too. And your friend rides my bus. My friend works with your mom. Ik you look at me. I’ve seen it. We’ve made eye contact. It makes me nervous and have butterflies. Your voice is so damn calming idk how to explain it. It’s almost peaceful or comforting. And oh my god your smile and laugh are so freaking cute. I really want to get to know you better or something. My friend told me to ask you out like a normal person (face to face) and I can’t cause I’m too scared. I usually don’t make the first moves. Maybe the small moments we make eye contact is “my first move” or whatever of you wanna count it. BUT I CANT TALK TO YOU OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL CAUSE YOU DONT HAVE SOCIAL MEDIA 😭 idk if you are even single. I’m assuming so since you’re friend was wondering who wanted to know if he had social media/a phone and I got my friend to ask your friend for me so it wouldn’t be obvious it is me. Honestly your kinda cute. But my face goes red when I’m flustered/embarrassed so there’s no way I’m going to try to make a move.😭 though Im starting to wonder if you like me too. Cause you walked near me a few times today. It looked like it was on purpose. I think. Idk. Im slow and stupid. But I really hope you like me or something. Ugh maybe I should just go “fuck it” and ask your friend if you are single. Idk ugh. I’ve been crushing on you since I asked you to be friends. And I haven’t even talked to you for weeks. I just stare when I think you won’t notice and accidentally make eye contact with you. Like you walked over to me then walked away a little today during walking over to take the school picture AND during the fire alarm or whatever. Twice. That’s gotta mean something right? And we’ve been making eye contact ALL WEEK. 😭 god i just smile like an idiot to myself and blush god crushing on people is so weird but ig I’m a fool for you. Thursday, September 25th