You’re a great person.
You’re the hardest working man I know.
You’re are not hate able at all
I actually would love nothing more than to have you in my life.
He knows abt you.
He found a picture of you in my phone from 3 years ago.
He knows what city you live in.
In fact I refuse to go there bc Ik if I seen you I’d cry and want to run into your arms.
He does control most of this relationship
He can probably sense that I’ve been off lately.
I got baptized.
I learn to be quiet.
I learned to not say what’s on my mind.
I learned to give it all to Jesus
I learned to pray.
I learned to actually weep, and feel sweet relief on my chest.
I don’t wanan be a vet, in fact I have few cats and a dog. Plan to get more dogs ofc. Maybe one more cat
I cry when nobody’s looking or when everyone’s a sleep.
I miss you everyday
I want to vent to you abt how hard this life is. How I can’t keep all the bills caught up. How I can’t keep on fighting these feelings insides but ig I just have to put Jesus in place of you. Bc you are the only guy that treated me properly, now I’m going to be saved by our savior. Maybe in another life we didn’t fight the feelings and just get together and be happy.