I’ll always love you as my first and have a soft spot for you..no matter what. I obviously had mental health issues but I am really sorry you were ever even remotely involved. When it got bad even the smallest resentment can blow up. I never actually hated you I just loved you so I was deeply hurt. You were my first serious gf so it stung. I was the one that sent the cookies I felt so bad for all the mean stuff I did idk what to do. I know that was the wrong way to go about things. I’m sorry that it really scared you. I didn’t think that through. Ik this is meaningless Holly but I just wanted to apolozie. I’ll send you money when I am rich shhh.