Please bro. JUST CHANGE FOR MEEE! I need you to love me enough to want to change for me, & ACTUALLY change Gavi!! Like c’mon man. I deadass LOVE YOU. So please, I’m begging, just love me the right way. I want you & I want nothing more than to marry you GPB.
We are supposed to get married, build a house together with a wrap around porch and a big yard, have a little pig, and we’re supposed to have Bella and Parker.
Don’t you want that? Don’t you want that.. with me? I love you Gavi baby. So please, as desperate as I sound, despite all that you’ve done…., pick me, choose me, love me. Please. I love you so much. So please, Gav, just choose me. Choose US.
My place and where I belong is in your arms, being held while we both fall asleep to the sounds of each other’s breathing, skin to skin.
I still love you. Please, Gav. & to make it very clear, crystal clear, this is your luna.
I’ve already begged so many times and written endless paragraphs asking you to come back and just stay, but each time it just feels like you pretend to feel the same way when you ignore me. Never feels like you take me or me wanting a relationship with you that ends with us getting married, seriously.
Just please, Gav. Call me. Tell me you love me & not just that, but show it. Pull up. DO SOMETHING for heaven’s sake.
I could go on and on, but in the end, it would just be me repeating what I’ve already asked a million times… just me telling you and begging you to love me and actually behave like it, behave like my husband, because that’s what we said we were working towards..
So please give, just come and be with me forever. I want to see you. Call me as soon as you see this & start driving to my house while the phone rings. I want you. I want to see you, I want to be with you and kiss you, and be in your skin.