I really wish I’d just communicated more with you, then this would’ve had happened, I’m sorry Ray I’m really sorry I love you but you said and knew that we wouldn’t last till we died I was just calypso in your story you’re on your way for your Penelope while I’m stuck on an island wondering what do I do with all this love for you and why did I ever fall in love with you even though I knew I can’t keep a relationship forever. And I’ll just a crying mess over a boy who I truly loved with all my heart.