I’m angry because I gave so much and felt disrespected in return. I wanted us to build a life together, but instead I was left carrying the weight of the relationship in your silence, and the responsibility. I know I had my own struggles with communication, but I kept trying, going back to therapy with kate, and working on myself. What did you do? You chose avoidance over accountability, and that’s not the partner I deserve. You say you loved me? What a joke. You couldn’t even show up or call me on my fucking 21st birthday giving some half-assed excuse then go off with your friends, seriously? You did that all throughout our relationship and it really pissed me off you could never be honest with me about how you felt. All i ever wanted was to spend time with you and you continually treated me as though i was forgettable. Then i realized you liked me, but you didn’t know me. That’s why you didn’t want to be around me as much as i did.

