I know you’re probably moved on and I guess I understand. I probably made you feel pressured into liking me. I didn’t want that for you. I really wish you could’ve just left me alone. If you didn’t really like me I know I probably made you feel pressured I didn’t mean to. It’s my fault. I’m really sorry. I really wish we never met in the first place because I know I’m not a perfect person neither are you. I just wish that I can just go back and fix everything and just redo it. Neither of us was Perfect in my eyes, you were i’d really believe that you would go pro in basketball and I still do think you will. I hope you don’t give up on that because I know you will go pro one day. I still really miss you even though I know you’re probably talking to someone new I still think about you a lot, but if there is another girl, I’ll stay out of it because I know you’re probably happier with her. I know I wasn’t perfect even when I try to be I want I wanted you to be happy and I know that if you stayed with me, I won’t. You won’t be happy. Neither of us will be happy even though you hurt me really bad. I still miss you. I’ll always think about the times you we were so happy in the beginning we never dated, but it felt like we did I always think about the memories how you told me you loved me and how happy I felt when you first told me that but now I’m not even sure if you meant it I really wish I can go back and make more memories with you. I would’ve done things differently. If I knew how it would’ve ended. I miss when you called me spooky I miss when you used to tell me how your day went. I miss you. Good night and good morning. Text I miss when you genuinely worried about me. I still know how you move on so fast. I’m still crying about you. You don’t even dwell on me. I cried so much that day you don’t even understand. I don’t blame you for what happened. I know what happened with you in between your ex and I know that nobody deserve that you genuinely deserve somebody that loves you more than I did cause I’m not perfect and I know I won’t be perfect. I really wanted it to be you. I wanted a future with you so badly. It was all I could ever think about you don’t know how bad I wanted that you’re probably the only guy I ever wanted to future with I know you probably won’t see this, but I really hope one day you know how much I cared about you. I always care about you, but I know I will never I won’t always love you. I’ll meet someone new. You’ll meet someone new but there will be times where I won’t think about you I grew from this experience. I really hope you did too. I know you won’t see this, but I hope you know this is my last goodbye because I know we’ll never talk again. I just hope you know how much I love you. Don’t give up on basketball. I know you know how much you love it