I don’t understand what exactly happened for you to cheat when you were so against it. It’s been a year since you ghosted me & I went through a rollercoaster of emotions to cope. I don’t understand why you went for her when all I ever did was to push you forward & did everything in my power for you to grow. After 3 years, you treated it like it was nothing. I gave you time, energy, & love. You said it yourself that I was the person who showed you how to love but now you’re showing that love to her. Why couldn’t you just loved me the way you loved her. Why couldn’t you just talk to me. You couldn’t even tell me to my face that you were seeing someone else but told me when needed space & get back together when we both reached our goals to be a better version of ourselves to be better for this relationship.