I wonder why you liked me before everything . Me when I was just me . Not me with red hair or me with the attitude, me being friend with your friends. You liked me with brown hair and my always messy hair , always running late and doing my work , always listen to music and reading . You liked me in my own world . You would listen to me complaint about the most simple things or about my books or when I would even rant about Taylor swift . We were both from different worlds and after a while we both were in the same world , that world wasn’t for me . Maybe that’s why you started Distancing yourself , I wasn’t me but I was at the same time and maybe you really did know me after everything . I wonder if you still think about that girl . The girl with the book and who would talk about anything or anyone. The girl who would go to the bookstore almost daily . I think about that girl lately I wish I was still her .