Do you still remember everything you told me about how you never want to lose me and you wish I lived around you. You said the door was always open 2 weeks before you wanted no contact, but I’ve always wanted you to be happy so I left you alone because I realized you always seemed happier without me.
I remember when you used to act smarter and you made videos about things you cared about, that might have been a bit more nerdy but it was what I liked about you. I wonder if I told you that I liked you before you got that stupid perm maybe you would’ve chose me but I don’t know if you would anyways. But I’ve always liked you, before the perm, before you act cool, before you had muscles, before you were so obsessed with acting cool. I feel so stupid but even after all that’s happened I still miss you and I still love you. I don’t care how many times I have to get hurt as long as it ends up with us being together. Please come back and break no contact I’ll do anything just to call you mine. Stay Happy (I hope the fact you have herpes is just a rumor😭)