I hate that it had to be you that took it from me. I cried after it happened because I felt disgusted at myself, disgusted at how easy it was for you to take it from me. It’s even worse thinking about how I was probably nothing more than a hook up to you… I only had good intentions, I only wanted to do right by you.. I know you used me to get over wtv happened but it just had to backfire on you… Everytime you came back to apologize, I stopped trying to tell you how I felt, because I felt that I wouldn’t be able to say anything without feeling like I needed to apologize but it js gets to a point where i just can’t bottle it up anymore. Even after everything I look back on our time together and I can’t help but feel a strangling pit in my heart. I genuinely really miss talking to you.. Ceiba misses you too…