i know it was my fault, i let you down and i feel the consequences every day. i believe in letting things go and moving on and not holding onto old feelings. i pretend to be interested in other people but im just not. i’m not forcing myself to hold onto old feelings but everything i feel for you is consuming. i will always love you, always be willing to try again, always care more for you than i do myself. i won’t tell you this though, it’d only make you hate me more.