Let me buy you dinner, I know you don’t want to talk about this anymore. We don’t have to. Just let me love you the way you deserve. I didn’t mean to make you feel small. I miss your late night phone calls when you felt comfortable enough to cry. I took that for granted. I should have shown you off like a championship belt. I had no idea what I was holding. I do wish you would apologize for pretending, If that was what you were doing the entire time. I know you want to feel something, it’s just wild to me that I had to feel all these emotions by myself. Gah I hope you’re full of shit, I hope you will come back around. You have only hugged me once, and I still feel your nails dragging along my side. I can be sensual, I don’t have to be aggressive all the time. And I did infact, want your fingers inside me. Surprise. I definitely wanted to show you what it felt like to eat it till you cry. Or even just running my fingers thru your hair with some forehead kisses. I normally hate the pet name baby, but gahhhh I wanted you to be my baby so bad. I would have licked and kissed and sucked every inch of you girl. I hope you find someone who will love ya right, but if you can’t. PLEASE call me. You know damn well I would love you down body and mind. Miss you sniffles. Maybe in another life you’re my lover for enternity.