sammy. i know i never called you that, but i miss you so fucking much. i miss the rooftops and the sunsets. i miss kissing you with the sun shining on us. remember when we fed those birds? they didn’t like skittles as much as we thought they would. i like a guy at my school. he seems nice, we’ve been snapping. but if anything more ever happened if he asked me out if we went to hoco together – i would say no. i would say no because im still in love with with you, because i love nobody else. i don’t even think i really like him, he’s just a distraction from the love i still feel for you. my biggest regret is breaking up with the one person i’ve ever had a true connection with. i know you won’t see this, you probably think this is corny. but this is the only way i can tell you how i feel. i really wish we got back together. i just wanna be with you one last time, please. we don’t even have to speak, i just want to be with you. the thought of seeing you with any other makes my stomach twist into knots and makes me want to rip off my skin. i just want it to be you and me and for that to always last. my friends don’t like you. yours probably don’t like me. but i don’t care, fuck them. i always told you how i hated my school, and you told me to transfer to yours. i’m willing to do it, for you.
i really fucking love you. we should’ve made it work.