that’s like, obviously not true man. also never victimized myself. its really bizarre and baffling how much you seemingly changed about yourself. as much as it hurts me i guess if this is the “best” version of yourself, then we ended at it’s natural time. breaks my heart this is the only response I’ll get, and I’ll never understand how you can just say these things to us remembering everything. you know that those things aren’t true, but hopefully not even for me but for you that one day you look back and see me for how i actually was, not just how poorly i handled the end. maybe one day ill get to see your smile one last time and fondly remember how much you swore we were soulmates. it was nice. you were a wonderful person, friend, first love and experience.