I’ll never forget how special you made me feel. I’ll never forgive myself for what I did. I will never love myself again. I know I said I want to put you first and I want you to be happy, but I can’t. It’s so hard Laney I’m hurting. I love you. But it doesn’t matter you dont love me. I would genuinely give anything to grow old with you. But I can’t Laney. You won’t trust me. And it hurts. I love you. Please come back. I love you. I’ll never stop thinking of how you made me feel and I’ll never forgive myself for what I did. Please love me again. I can’t live without you.