Hi Sophia. I love you sm but you make me feel like im not enough your humor is rude but sometimes it still hurts even tho I know your joking.. you and d always leave me out when people would ask me if your the duo in the trio I didn’t know what the meant but know I see what they are talking about you guys are the reason I wish I didn’t go to any gang functions or regionals or after church parties because im the one pushed to the side and only talked to when none of your other friends are there…im the side friend. I wish it wasn’t that way im always the side friend I put you and others before myself because I love you guys but you guys dont do the same for me not that I deserved to be payed but it would be nice to be treated the same way I treat you. I wish you treated me and d the same but you dont..I get we are to different people but it still hurts it hurts sm. I even told you how I felt but you still go and do the same thing it sucks Sophia. I remember when it was just us you and me. me and you but it isn’t anymore im alone while you and the others have fun while im in the back holding in tears which I hate doing you make me hate being around you guys I moved away to leave the feeling of being left out I didn’t move because my mom I moved so I wasn’t left out anymore and im not left out really anymore… but I miss you guys a lot. the day we went to el central for the regional me and you were talking and right when d got there you run and stopped talking to me and started taking pictures and posting them to your instagram story…..I know I dont like pictures that much but it would me nice to be invited instead of being put to the side. I didn’t go in n out with you and gang because I didn’t want to be with you and d and left out so I sat in the van and cried and then fell asleep till you guys got back and then cried on the way back when you all were sleeping. it sucks Sophia that you leave me a friend ship since babies for a girl you meet at school you only knew for 3 years. it sucks and I still cry thinking about our moments together when we would hangout, laugh, talk, and tell each other drama. we dont anymore and it sucks what did I even do. I dont think I did anything but you never change your actions but I will act like I dont care even tho I cried 10000 times because of you and you still dont care. but you and all the gang girls dont care at all…