I feel like you maybe deserved an explanation even if you dont care. I know we’d grow apart yet i clung because I couldn’t let my best friend of years go. Any issues we had i knew we would solve but the moment you changed i knew I couldn’t do it not that it made issues with us but more so i knew I couldn’t fix YOU i know you aren’t mentally stable neither am i but i still stuck with my morals all these years while you became more and more like those you hated so much. you hung out with the wrong people and i know you once believed you’d never be in with those types of people who have always been pretty because they didn’t know what it meant to be you or rather us but the moment you decided to ditch everyone including me for them i knew you’d never be the same and i stood by you but for my own sake i had to let you go I can’t be there to watch you throw you’re life away. Skip drink and smoke all you want but just not in front of me I can’t handle it I’d live with the guilt of not being able to stop you all my life and so thats why i distanced myself a little but I didn’t stop going to school because of you i just had bad depression and so I couldn’t bring myself to go and i promise ill get better for you and me both. I will always love you Stephanie reach out to me if you need anything no matter how long its been ill be there for you. I hope you know who this is from considering I’m the one who knows nearly everything. I hope you dont hate me because i could never bring myself to hate you or even hold a grudge for your wrongs because I’ve been wrong too and I’ve only ever hated your actions.