I wanted to apologize for everything. I cut you off like I do so many others and I tried so hard not to because you were a great friend to me. A lot piled up, and I just couldn’t take it anymore, so I left. I hope that didn’t make it seem like I don’t care about you, because I do. It’s been a year, but it feels like it’s been 5. I thought about you almost every day, and still continue to do so. I feel like I’m a bad person, so I don’t want you to be friends with me or anything. I shouldn’t have cut you off, I should’ve told you what was happening. I look back at our messages and realize I was being a terrible human being towards you. I want to be a better person, so that I’m worthy of being your friend, if that’s even possible. It’s ok if it’s not. But just know that I really appreciate you, and I shouldn’t have done that to you.