The messages that were written yesterday (You) are from me. Written from the heart with sincerity. I have no grudge. I don’t even know if you’ve responded.. or if you’re here, all I see this morning are a plethora of messages that are confusing. Some look like they could be from you, but I no longer assume anything. I just wanted you to know that I’m truly sorry for everything. That Iloveyou and miss you and I hope you’re okay. I will always be here should you decide you want to talk. If not, I’ll still be here waiting. I know that you’ve probably moved on and have someone new. I don’t want to disturb your life. I want you to be happy. But for me there will never be anyone else. So if I have to love you from a distance, then that’s what I’ll do. Therapy has opened my eyes to so many things. I’m learning, I’m changing but the one thing that won’t change is how I feel about you. I don’t want to die alone but I can’t be with anyone else. I’m sorry if my posts here or on tt bother you. I just need a place to express my feelings. I’m sorry!!