You could never really see any other colors so I picked red so that you could. I’m still hurt by the things you’ve done and sometimes I wonder if I ever mattered to you. All I wanted was to be your sweet girl but now we are in a mess of sadness and anger. I’m still hurt by the things you did with her and all the lies you told me. And yet I still find a way to love and defend you. Maybe in another universe I could be yours.

