i am so mad that i let you affect me so much. i am angry that you never really saw me the way i really am. i am sad that i cared so much more than you ever did. this last year without you has been so much better than any of the time when we were friends. it’s so weird seeing you and knowing you so well but having you be a stranger at the same time. i never felt like i was good enough or cool enough for you.